Hectic

Last summer was the best summer ever. This summer, on the other hand, has been quite full, hectic and stressful. And it is all because of work. The girls are having a great time with Isabel, and we are definitely doing stuff as a family, but it feels rushed - as if we were just barely squeezing it in. I really don't like that feeling. Even at night, as I am putting Bella to sleep, I feel like I need to rush so I can come back down and keep working, just to stay afloat. It is all because I care about doing well and not being a slacker. But some days I really wish I wasn't that way.