A total blur

Yesterday was exactly a full month since I came back to work, and I can honestly say that the last 4 weeks have been a total blur. I haven't had time for anything, I have been going to bed extremely late trying to make progress, and the stress and exhaustion have made me wonder if what I want has changed, if what I have been wanting is even feasible, or if I still care. Maybe it is the shock of going back after 3 months and I just need to give myself a break. Only time will tell...